Saturday 15^th Oct.

Woke up, I’d already decided today was the day I was going to take the dressing off.  I started to peel off the dressing, as I’ve already said I’m a big girl! I only managed to half pull off the dressing, felt sick.  Went down stairs and had some food and breakfast.  Continued to take the dressing off in the bathroom.  Look’s horrible, have holes down either side of the scar – where the staples went.  And the scar itself looks like a blood trench – well that’s what I’ve called it.